Cris & Taja

The waiting sucks!!

I know for a fact that we timed everything correctly and yet I have to wait 10 days and longer to test to see if we did it or not! I have no way of knowing if I am pregnant yet and I hate the suspense.  Every month we have tried, I feel like I have to wait half of the month to find out if it worked or not.  Its hard not to become pessimistic too... because all tests have come back negative so far or we wouldn't be trying still. &#...

So, I we are currently trying to have a baby. That is a really big deal!!!! For a really long time up to now I was not really interested in having a child. Kids kind-of scare me a little bit. I have little patience. I also don't really like messes. And, even though I don't consider myself to be a selfish person on most levels, I can admit that I have been too selfish to be a mom. I would not enjoy the sudden lack of attention from my husband. Cris has been wanting kids since for...